Claudia's blog

2011-05-11T20:00:00.000-07:00

u r sucha bitch

2011-04-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

shiz u are getiing more and more AP-.- theres like no time stupid think u are so smart?? well then i tell you you may be smart. BUT YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT. dajie i bet you know who im talking about. phew finally finish AS interview. anddd gotta transcbie it. so tireddd hahahah

and sigh whats wrong with my mandarinnn. i'm like so bad at it.

2011-04-28T23:01:00.000-07:00

so disappointed in my physics test. I bet Mr simonton expects me to do better than a A- D; sighh my only A+ is goneee. my comments are not going to be good anyone im sure... sighsigh

2011-04-27T19:29:00.001-07:00

oh no i feel guilty. A day today. and yea, not very good too. I was really angry at a person. that shows the snobbish side of them . and yea i feel guilty. i'm not that nice person you think i am. sorryyyy. but yea, im never gonna be bad and gossip in this school anymore. i'm trying to be that nice person that dont discriminate. Hopefully, i'll succeed:D

2011-04-25T18:49:00.000-07:00

heyheyy hahha haven blogged for like so long, never write diary too://

anyway, i don't like facebook D; but i love it too. haizz.

as usual, today is an a day and i don't lke A dayss. i don't like English lesson. I know i should talk more. I want to. Just my mouth doesn't want to open. So A days i actually dont even need to talk LOL. sighsigfh

and i've always knew that humans are not simple, including me. sometimes, i just left that out. I think I should not think like that in order to be happy:D

Life is short, smile when you still have your teeth:D:D

2011-04-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

eheh been updating my diary:D its kinda nice keeping a diary, whatever u cant write on a blog, u write it inside. and i serioudly shd deactivate fb D;

2011-04-17T19:34:00.001-07:00

freakk just took chenyu test pretty confidence but realised i mixed up the meanings of like 3 chengyus. CFM FAIL DE:(howhowhow.

2011-04-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

imy:/gonna write about that in my diary. eh dajie mummy knows ur blog alr.

sigh nothing to say got picked again. so yea ' i wanna hear claudia when she screams' oh well. one day mayb in 8 months ill be screaming at you.

tmr softball yay Bdays even tho its not good i like it better than A days anyday, im still like a loner. sighh:(

2011-04-08T03:31:00.001-07:00

omgg.GUESS WHAT. i dreamt of you<3 haha dajie, if you read this i know you are gonna raise your eyebrows. whatever:D and do you know that i found and suspect something. becausee of photos:D gonna update my diary with the exact detail, not here though, so you can't help me collate.

spring break is gonna end, haven achieved anything. ohweellls:D

sighh i know i'm crazy,happy over this.LOL

went bookshop, went to buy more paul frank notebooks like to give people. cos its really nice:D

SIGH SCHOOL IS GONNA START.:(

2011-04-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

fb is dangerous. im like trying to quit it. lol not to be addicted to be disciplined. still owe TA teachers hw. i dun wanna get started. its difficult, they've not marked mine too. soo i'm not sure what i should do.

congrats dajie((: u are so smart unlike me.

gaohsiung was like an adventure, found a small hotel room at the last minute, 4 people not moving and sleeping on a queen size bded. great:D

but daddy and mummy has been like bickering over small stuff. -.- made up quickly, but seriously, small stuff. daddy gets mad easily.

gonna write my diary too. and yeah nothing much. i just dont want school to start next week. but.. in another month. yea, a month, summer break. and i'll be able to go back to singapore. but ain't looking forward that much anymore. only looking forward because it's a oliday, but i need to see wenglaoshi to study for my olevels. im sure ill be so stressed out since work in singapore is stressful, TA is stressful. so i'm like trying not to disturb frens in TA now:P

but anyway, goodluck and jiayous there:D

2011-03-31T18:36:00.000-07:00

yay spring breakk next weekk but i'm not going out with like friends because i have no friendsss:(

haha but it's okay though. exams here is in May but i know there is no need to mug for exams here. i think. i definitely will not. whats there to mug about area?:/ I'm so worried about how I will cope when i get back to TJ. I will be so dumb in there, since i don't know anything they learnt in one whole year.

I was freaking out yesterday night. I was so scared and angry. Like no means no. Luckily, class today was okay. I guess i managed it well.:D shakespeare today too. lol. english is better with teacher picking less on me.

yeap finally english has passed. left mando and math. they are okayy. but i dont like lunch lol. i need to find someone i can enjoy lunch with. haiz, leave it to God, shall just sit stay with the same people.

haha boring mando lessons againnn. the teacher isnt here. dk what to do for the whole 85 minutes.

2011-03-29T23:37:00.000-07:00

sigh my diary is a 2 page diary again. gonna start updating mayb during spring break next week.

wellll

nothing much these days.

True love is when you love someone despite their flaws.

2011-03-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

sighh i have no friends in my school:(

loner:(

today was super awkward. i can't be mean too. what does it say about you when you abandon a person in lunch. and embarrassing. hope tmr will be a better day. likes pe tho i cant throw balls

2011-03-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

LOL SOMEONE SEARCHED claudia lee + singapore + parents forum AND CAME TO MY BLOG. do i look like a parent?:P

hahaha i don't really update blogs ow,since i keep a diary now. but now i guess... my diary would be a 2 page diary again. mhmmm sigh i don't really have much friends in my school now:(i dont dare to talk because i have no american accent....

kk nvm at least im glad that while TA people are mugging, im here relaxing. BUT i have to do TA work too. did not touched any. still owe ms tan 2 months of article reviewww:// ok im gonna do suring spring break next week. its so cold here even if its spring.

felt another earthquake. sigh its cool feeling one but its scary.first time was when we all were sleeping me didi,dajie, then the bed shook so vigorously for like 10 seconds. i almost fell off the bed. second is when dajie alr go back to singapore. i was doing my work i guess, facebooking, stalking peeps when my chair shook a little i tt mayb its my leg shaking though i was siting cross legged. LOL. i realised it was an earthquake when my dad told my bro to quickly sit down cos he felt it too. then 10 mins later the news reported.

hahaha. had fun chatting with mich but shes busy:(i want to chattt but i know i can't be so selfish haiizz. she scared me seriously i dont trust her with my secret, maybe not now anymore.

okiee tomorrow didi has swimming lesson. good for him. he likes swimming. GOLD:( i've got nothing but a float and and embarrassment :( HAHA and i jus[t reminded him about his tummy. how is he gonna face his classmates with a tummy like that?:P

neighbor just came up to complain cos me and didi were playing baseball. yeap baseball with a pingpong ball and a long stick with a pingpong bat attached to it. IGNORED THE DOORBALL. WROTE A COMPLAIN LETTER AND LIST DOWN ALL THE DATES SHE CAME TO RING OUR DOORBELL TO SCOLD US. yeap. so my fingers are tired from typing a short chinese letter. yeapyeap gonna watch teevee bye:D

2011-03-10T22:07:00.000-08:00

its finally friday:D
Been talking to Michelle about ___________. Lol. It's scary.I'm glad I'm not her:D
Asian studies research paper.its my free yet im blogging cos i don't want to get started on it...:/
Ahma Ahgong they all coming next week YAY, and i think i can get to skip school for a day(:

2011-03-02T05:02:00.000-08:00

gonna do a quick posting. from now on im kinda .mayb not determined to stop slacking.
Sighh hahah i miss singapore. if only i could go back a week. go tm, eateateateat....i feel kinda sad yest night.dajie going back sighhl.. still pray to god that her alvls results is good. ..idk what to say alr. even though i have a lot on my mind yest

2011-02-19T23:22:00.000-08:00

I KNEW IT. I KNEW THAT I COULD NOT TRUST HER.
I FEEL SO BETRAYED.
:(
im angry too.
well, i guess. this is just a small reminder from God, to not be so naive and gullible. To not trust entirely. To be careful especially if i don't know them well.
sighh i miss singapore.

2011-02-18T06:43:00.000-08:00

sighhh
whats wrong with the internet connection.somehow people dont recive my msns,unless they ignored me.but they said i didnt reply not them..

PFFT
7 more months then ill be back in singapore..wait,,mayb its lesser.

haha congrats wenxin:D if u ever read this LOLL. haha remembered i told you about the guys here haha.
even though its kinda slackk here, but i go home really tired.always take afternnon naps and then cant fall asleep at nite..

haha\ sigh i got a feeling that most teachers dont like me, because i dont participate in their lessons...:(

2011-02-15T04:31:00.000-08:00

Kkeep trying to find "nip the buds, shoot the kids"
CAN FIND IT.
sighh Im so desperate. The whole of Taiwan dont have the boook!and how people manage to buy it!!
SIGHHH
i bet mr franklin is pissed with meee

2011-02-14T04:22:00.000-08:00

VDAY!haizzz.still haven made like really good friends...its okay anyway ill be in singapore in a short time.

haha

C for water polo oh well. the others A or A minus. I'm gonna aim for As this year:D At least As are possible here. When i go back, i'll never be possible.hahaha:D

at least i know its a blessing in disguise:D

2011-02-13T04:43:00.001-08:00

OMG.WHAT THE SHIT!

2011-02-10T22:52:00.001-08:00

YAY WATER POLO IS OVERRR!
YEAA i will get a bad grade asince i just bobbed in the water what teacher had said... but i dont care about PE gradess... hahah

ANYWAY!YAYYY THIS IS FRIDAY AND THERE IS NO MORE WATER POLO!:DD

this makes me so happpy!omigosh.hahaha cos i hate swimming.

and course selection for next year people is taking ti so seriously but not me cos im not gonna be here next year dont know whether to be happy or sad. stuff here are much easier tif im going back to singapore, i will have to take the olvl in the next month:(
sighh.
HAHAHA
any way im happy theres NO more waterpolo though there will be other sports, and im not good, at least no swimming:P

2011-02-08T22:04:00.001-08:00

SIGH all teachers hate me. Now the PE teacher hate me too. cos i cant swim.

2011-02-07T05:48:00.001-08:00

Im so pissed-.-

I still thought that you were nice just another person that's fake.

sighh my skin hurts from that stupid and yet my lifesaver lifevest...

gosh i wish i don't even have hope bcuz its always followed by disappointment.
SIGH.
okay from now own im only gonna care about my own studies. Nothing else. Wish me luckkk:D

ALL IS WELL

2011-02-06T07:06:00.000-08:00

hahah watched the show three idoits. kinda funny and touching though the start is kinda boring.haha

chinese new yearrr happy chi new year!we have one week holiday here but.... tmr is mon alr!and theres swimming first period!sighh. getting warmer yay like 24 degrees:D sighh now gotta start buying clothes for summerr.

hmppp the asian studies teacher hate me:( sighhh what am i gotta do! and me physics proj is kinda faill. now i know the efficiency of singaporeans. im slack too sighh.. nvm i shall not care so much since the results here are useless to me. need to start studying chi or i will flop my olvl higher chi once i get back.

CNY went to singaporean's frens house, light fireworks, gamble, etc. today was funner cause we gambled.haha.

yep yep gotta go look through asian studiess.
BYEBYE!

hey people in sg JIAYOUS! be it projs or homework/ olvls. good luckk and keep on going!:D

i keep dreaming of singapore.haha

2011-01-28T06:56:00.001-08:00

so sadd cos of what happened this morning...
Sigh
AND daddy still wanna ask me whether i can buy used laptops. Like, everyone knows, Oh claudia.(the one that didnt buy a laptop)
everything seems to be going quite good until today sighhhD:
maybe something's wrong with me. i just cant cheer upp.
sighhh and you cant have ur hopes high cos ill just get dashedd..OMG i facebooked stalked ____ daddy even said hes not bad:D ayayayy and dajie said im destined to like fat guys.hahaha.

2011-01-27T17:31:00.000-08:00

Haizz..today isn't a good day:(I want to cry already.
Though its the last day of school, eng started quite bad...had to hand in our storybooks, with annotated stuff inside but i didnt do it...my book was empty. so im gonna get an F grade for that. Then gotta write an essay:( It sucks, the principal came in and told me i need to buy a laptop.Bbut my dad doesnt wanna buy one:(SIGH.
EMmbarrassing.went to watch rugby game after the essay.Today started off really badly. But glab that during chinese lesson, we cooked jiaozi and make waffles:Dnow:D

2011-01-05T02:23:00.000-08:00

Today was okay at the last part ssch will start tmr!

I thought.maybe it wont be that bad afterall but i think i think i will get the angmoh accent cuz i study there.

didi have to take so many tests again,some psychology test,reading.WHY CANT THEY STOP DISCRIMINATING.he does not have any behavior problem.

my buddy is quite nice,played some icebreakers and well it was really awkward,when i had to talk to this senior,(same name as didi) and we were like staring at each other...staring at others...and my face turn red..awkward much

kk bowling and touring around tianmu after sch on fri for new student orientation...hope i'll be fun LOL and cos we can wear home clothes...I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DO MORE SHOPPING!.

but the day started off badly tday.pfffft..

i shall try my best phew since missing sg does not help.

2011-01-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

TERRIBLE DAY TODAY AND ITS JON'S BDAE.I'M SORRY JON.

placement test today..cried like so many times.yeshh i'm that weak.But after all the tests and getting lost,asking around,mummy and daddy told me to find them after the test.so i said byebye to the rest and went to find them.and got scolded by daddy-.-WTH.i went specially to find them cos i scared they wait for me,he told me if i still need to join them,then i should disappear now.cried immediately.i've endured the tests,endured the difficulty of communication,endured everything.and i got scolded.

why do he always decide where i should go?TA,TAIWAN,TAS.Iwas initially happy to go taiwan.didn't expect it to be that difficult...

AHS was my choice and i did not regret.TA,not that bad but kinda regret.Now i seriously wanna fly back i dont mind living with ahma...

went hotspring.lol.almost died cos we did not read and follow the instructions.

at TAS,i saw how independent the people are,how confident,how much they wanna get in..
i should not be there.at all.

but i think im just gonna try my best hopefully,i'll be less than a year.

sometimes,i get disappointed,but that's life.that's reality.

2010-12-21T05:13:00.001-08:00

Hmmm hehe!DAJIE I SECRET;Y WENT TO READ YOUR BLOG!BUTBUT IF U READ THIS,MEANS U SECRETLY CAME TO MY BLOG TOO SO I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THE WRONG.AND I READ IT IN FRONT OF YOU.HAHAHAHHA.JUST WITHOUT U SEEING.

first pandan cake yesterday was kinda successful.today a was a bit okay too.I guess our pandan cake business will be successful!photos are on dajie's blog!the only blog url on my blog.HAHA.

I kinda regret creating a blog from blogger cos you cant check how many views there are.unless u put a counter or tagboard which idk how to and lazy to...

hmm i get kinda bored when people ask how it is in taiwan.i cant exactly say 'terrible' and other mushy stuff...

not exactly terribleBUT I MISS SG..
we just get bullied and obstacles kept coming our way..

maybe its a blessing in disguise...

i got a weird nightmare/dream yest.SHIT should not have dreamed of that.i wanna slap myself.

but nvm,cos i already have a lot of mosquito bites on my face. that looks like pimples...

recently i kept thinking of the past.i should have cherished it.

Its best not to hope,only then you'll not get hurt.

2010-12-17T23:01:00.000-08:00

btw,these are only photos of me and my sibling rooms.we have 3 bead combined tgt cos didi wanted to.HAHA

I shall post photos taken long long time ago too!.the photos always go in front tskk.

Thankyou for the card and i enjoyed myself at ECP!

10 days in Taiwan!

so far,so not good...

TAS,refused to accept my brother because of what "behavior issue".!WHY DOES IT THAT HE HAVE AN BEHAVIOR ISSUE WHEN HE JUST STUTTERS WHEN HE SPEAK BECAUSE HE WAS NERVOUS!Its not like he have a mental problem or what.He went through so many tests and my parents even spoke to the counselor who said he is accepted though he will need to go grade 2 not grade 3!Then she said he was accepted but my dad recieved a call a few days later only to know that he was not accepted.despite her word.WOW

20k sch fees but they never kept their word.

angry!so im gonna withdraw from that sch.idk whether ill be homeschooling or going to find another sch but i hope ill be able to homeschool...this will need lots of discipline and i need to keep asking help from my tj frens..I hope if this really happens they will help me...

Its has been a BAD BAD week...

car robbed....window smashed...police did not really bother...car almost gotinto an accident but heng and thank god daddy manage to jump in to pull the brake.which stopped the car in time..

i pray and hope for things to be better.

yest i was telling didi my story about.... and dajie made me both happy and sad by saying ...i should not have let go i should not have been so cool about it...

had a haircut yest and she went to curl my hair,and cut bangs..i cried lol.i should not be so rude!dajie say its nice just that i was not used to it....

kk.photos of my house and my new hair cut..
thes phots end up being in front.so nvm

2010-12-07T04:37:00.000-08:00

sometimes i think, what's the point

I'm going Taiwan tomorrow and will be back in one year.I'm not really feeling anything about going to Taiwan.

But now i'm kinda down:(I don't know I don't know..............

2010-12-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

Went out with sherilyn today,also to get her chinese notes.haha there was a misunderstanding and she thought i only wanted notes not the samples essays so the notes became a few sheets of paper.ohwell:)

I was late but as usual,she was even later.she was late for 30 mins i was late by 15 mins.hahaha.AS USUAL

But it was really nice meeting here again!still the same after she learnt her self-praising skills from me.Hmm,and she said jolene self-praised too and she asked jolene where she learnt it from.LOL.jolene,(which i tot she'll forget me),said from claudia lee.OHWELLL....

haha it was fun suaning each other again.felt that i could be really myself.watch rapunzel 3d IT WAS SO SWEEET AND TOUCHING!though a bit pricey..11 dollars enough for escape.hahahahah Like the old time,we sharedUmian at century square:):)

played monopoly deal and..i won!by a bit.:)-evil laughter-

times passed by like really quickly soon its was 6+haha she gave me a birthday n farewell card and she was like super embarrassed.hahah no need tobe embarrassed cos i love cards more than presents now:):)

yeapyeap funn hope to go out tgt soon!

2010-11-28T19:05:00.000-08:00

Hmmm,there's like no flights on singapore airlines and other good airlines to taipei on the 10th of dec.So i guess we have to leave earlier,and pay cancellation fees to singapore airlines as we booked 21 dec at first...zz i dont like the packing!

yeaterday went to living hope and....guess what.there was no 11.30 service anymore.everytime we want to go to church after a very long time,we never get to step inside.....the work of the devil.

k, gtg to collect air tickets hope we get this done fast and right.

Benn playing monopoly deal.It's damn funn:)didnt go dance prac in the end cos i was sneezing and didnt want to get scolded by security guard:)

2010-11-25T04:41:00.001-08:00

Oh no We're officially dead.
no flights more scoldings
ohwelll
going back to ahs tmr!to see dance pracs:)yay then going for lunch!:)

Dance outing!

2010-11-24T19:42:00.000-08:00

Went dance outing yesterday:)It was funnnnn!Went cycling at East coast haha i cycled double bike with celeste while lynn and aveline cycled the short double bike tgt.phylis cycled single and looked so sexy cycling it.HAHAHHA Lynn and Aveline screamed like crazyy during riding hahaha.We always had to wait for them for like very long cos we cycle and could'nt hear their screams anymore=) Fortunately/unfortunately,it rained heavily!We only cycled a short distance hmm but we stayed in the shelter and talked while eating potatochips.camwhored and held hands and ran in the rain:):) After that,went macs and played monopoly deal!Aveline won like 3 times and i got 2 dealbreakers card the first time but everyone knew.ohwelll.Ate and played till very late and we were freezing so went home and chat in the bus Oh i miss u all i kinda miss dance too.. shall post photos when lynn sends them to me:)

fooling ardd:)

2010-11-22T20:28:00.001-08:00